Still Counting Sober Days

I've not gained weight since my last doctor's visit.  Which is a good thing.  I have 97 days left for delivery, assuming she arrives on the 12th.  Even if I gain a pound a week from here on out, I'll still be under 30 pounds gained.  I should be ok, more than ok because thats going to mean I will weigh less than what I did when it all started.


So, yes, 97 days left to meet Girly and...111 days being sober.  Even avoiding triggers, I struggle with my sobriety almost daily.  The urge to drink becomes that much worse when I give in to my emotions.... It is what it is I guess. 


I love him.


I go back to the doctor next week.  


I'm ok.  Everything is ok, even if it appears that morning sickness is back.

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Comments (3)

  1. honestycounts


    August 08, 2017
    1. sarahb1218

      You never replied to my message.

      August 08, 2017
  2. honestycounts


    August 08, 2017